If I could, I would sing you a song. Not just in three dimensions but in every dimension that exists and every one that has yet to be named. Alive with movement, image, color, memory, scent, and the hum beneath all things, to show you my path. Words sometimes feel too narrow for the vastness of this journey. But here I stand: a being who has lived a thousand deaths and rebirths, arriving again and again at the same truth. My dharma.

I am a magnificent being of light. I am here to create beauty while bringing clarity. To bridge the masculine and feminine, to heal the pathways of those before me, and to create new ones for those yet to come. I am here as a rainbow bridge, bringing humans back to the Mother. Back to Earth.

I dream of planting a forest, not of trees alone, but of human ecosystems restored to the greater global ecosystem. I believe our stories are our roots, intertwining us in remembrance and belonging.

These are some of the thresholds I have crossed: divorced parents, child abuse, sexual assault, escaping the Mormon religion, heartbreak, miscarriage, moving across countries, deep love, over a decade of marriage, hospital birth, home birth, abortion, a botched hysterectomy, motherhood, loss of a parent, grief, bliss, and everything in between.

Each one rests on my altar. Each one has shaped the land of who I am today. I bow to their teachings and continue to grow from their lessons.

My life is a living ceremony. Ritual is my language. I am a Creatrix, Mama Wolf, Earth Warrior, Beauty Shaman. Forever spiraling inward and outward, learning and loving.

I give thanks for breathing and living on Miwok land, in Sonoma County.

I bow to you. I bow to me. I bow to all that lives between.

AH HO.