If I could, I would sing you a song in three dimensions—alive with movement, image, and color—to show you my path. Words sometimes feel too narrow for the vastness of this journey. But here I stand: a being who has lived a thousand deaths and rebirths, arriving again and again at the same truth—my dharma.

I am a magnificent being of light. I am here to create beauty while bringing clarity. I am here to bridge the masculine and feminine, to heal the pathways of those before me, and to create new ones for those yet to come. I am here as a rainbow bridge, bringing humans back to the Mother, Earth.

I dream of planting a forest—not of trees alone, but of human ecosystems restored to the greater global ecosystem. I believe our stories are our roots, intertwining us in remembrance and belonging.

These are some of the thresholds I have crossed: divorced parents, child abuse, sexual assault, escaping the Mormon religion, heartbreak, miscarriage, moving across countries, deep love, over a decade of marriage, hospital birth, home birth, abortion, a botched hysterectomy, motherhood, loss of a parent, grief, bliss, and everything in between.

Each one rests on my altar. Each one has shaped the land of who I am today. I bow to their teachings and continue to grow from their lessons.

My life is a living ceremony. Ritual is my language. I am a Creatrix, Mama Wolf, Earth Warrior, Beauty Shaman. Forever spiraling inward and outward, learning and loving.

I give thanks for breathing and living on Miwok land, in Sonoma County.

I bow to you. I bow to me. I bow to all that lives between.

AH HO.